A few years ago, I was in a darkness. A dark cloud had become a part of my daily existence. It seemed like the universe would not let up. I didn’t know if I would make it.
It seemed to be one thing after the other. No matter how much I prayed, trusted, tried, cried – nothing seemed to work. I tried to distract myself – work, men, partying. There were two of me, one acting it all out and the other – just observing.
My dark night of the soul lasted for exactly 3 years. It was intense for a year and unbearable for six months. Six months were I asked, cried and and started believing in something that I had long let go of.
After that year, the darkness came in bouts. There were good months and very, very, very bad months.
There must have been something inside me that always knew that this time would come and a certain strength and trust had to be instilled me to make sure I made it. There is no other explanation for how I made.
All I know is why I made it. So for as long as I am able to, I will share my story and hold your hand through your own dark cloud.
This is for you.
But mostly it is for me.
A place for me to express every part of me. So I don’t want to tell you what this platform will be because it will evolve as I do.